Why It So Happens?

Why it so happens?

whenever I tried to teach

I myself was taught, 

whenever I improved my words 

it became more worst,

whenever I drank 

I suffered with more thirst.

Why it so happens?

whenever I lighted candle

the world appeared

more and more dark,

whenever I tried simple

it became more and more hard.

Why it so happens?

whenever I tried my best

I got nothing more then just defeat,

Whenever I hoped to get success

I received only failure

I don't know why it so happens.

Why it so happens?

whenever I have decided

the crater became more wider,

whenever reached higher and higher

the steps became more shorter and shorter.

Whenever to achieve goal

approached nearer and nearer,

I found it more further and further,

I don't know why it so happens?

Believing on the fact

that without any rest

I may conquer the set

I am rushing towards endless space

and searching the appropriate place for me.

But I don't know

 why it  so happens?

I am still searching

a pearl in the ocean

who may tell me

 why it so happens...